MaHad3wi SopHie: January 2006

Monday, January 30

Exhausted

Feeling really really exhausted for the past couple of days
Many things to do ...
Many things being dumped to me ...
Damn!!
Today is monday .. I got 2 days at home to sleep over ..
Get up when the sun already up 4 hours earlier
But still not enuff

I'm not a quitter .. but if everything goes wrong like this every single day
Don't try to blame me if I wanna seek another job in another company
which is more fair ...
and compensate and appreciate their employee more ...

To be frank .. I have that feeling like I can not trust anyone here ..
Everyone can be a backstabber
Everyone might have their innocent face
But I really learn my lesson back then when someone double crossed me
So ... I prefer to keep my mouth shut!
Just listen and watch ...

Really hate this situation

Friday, January 27

cruising when the sun goes down
i cross the sea
searching for something inside of me
i would find all the lost pieces
hardly feel deep in real
i was blinded now i see

you're the one
i can't live without you

take me to your place
where our heart belongs together
i will follow you
'coz you're the reason that i breath

i'll come running to you
fill me with your love forever
promise you one thing
that i would never let you go
'coz you are my everything

you're the one,
you're my inspiration
you're the light that would keep me safe and warm

you're the one kiss,
you're the one like the sun goes down
coming from above all
to the deepest ocean
and highest mountain
i can see now

Wednesday, January 25

GoaL this Month

My goal for this month is
to REDUCE ...
my expend in mobile phone to 200 K
No matter what!!! :(
lhaaa gimana kagaaa ....
tagihan 3 bulan dah bisa beli henpon baruuu :(

Tuesday, January 17

Survei di Japan:Golongan Darah (got it from Dini :)

FYI gol dar gue B

A terorganisir, konsisten, jiwa kerja-sama tinggi, tapi selalu cemas (krn perfeksionis) yg
kadang bikin org mudah sebel, kecenderungan politik: "destra"
B nyantai, easy going, bebas, dan paling menikmati hidup, kecenderungan politik: "sinistra"
O berjiwa besar, supel, gak mau ngalah, alergi pada yg detil, kecenderungan politik: "centro"
AB unik, nyleneh, banyak akal, berkepribadian ganda, kecenderungan politik

Yg paling banyak jadi direktur dan pemimpin
1 O (krn berjiwa leadership dan problem-solver)
2 A (krn berpribadi "minute" dan teliti)
3 B (krn sensitif dan mudah ambil keputusan) "bener buanget .. based on emotional only kadang". Jadi musti pikir panjang"
4 AB (krn kreatif dan suka ambil resiko)

Yg paling mudah kesasar/tersesat
1 B "Qeqeqe ... gak tau knapa tapi emang iyah siy ... pikir gue ... masih di jakarta eneeee .. pasti jalan nyambung satu sama lain dah!!"
2 A
3 O
4 AB

Yg paling gampang ngaret soal waktu
1 B (krn nyantai terus) "ah gak juga .. :P" *bela diri*
2 O (krn flamboyan)
3 AB (krn gampang ganti program)
4 A (krn gagal dalam disiplin) "iyah .. Jeje sering banget datang lebih awal dari waktunya ... yang ada doi bete coz yang ditungguin ngaretnya gak kira-kiraaaaaaa"

Yg paling susah mentolerir kesalahan org :
1 A (krn perfeksionis dan narsismenya terlalu besar) "Yup .. yuppp ... bener kan Juuu .."
2 B (krn easy going tapi juga easy judging)
3 AB (krn asal beda)
4 O (easy judging tapi juga easy pardoning)

teman yg paling disebelin/tidak disukai:
1 B (egois, easy come easy go, maunya sendiri) "gak bangeeeeettttt ... iya sihhh sometimes like dat .. tapi gak slalu kaleee ... buktinya ane banyak temen dimanaaaa manaaaa ... kang ojek juga ane temanin, palingan ngomel coz nawarnya gak kira-kira xixixixi"
2 AB (double standard)
3 A (terlalu taat dan scrupulous)
4 O (sulit mengalah)

Yg paling gampang nabung :
1 A (suka menghitung bunga bank)
2 O (suka melihat prospek)
3 AB (menabung krn punya proyek)
4 B (baru menabung kalau punya uang banyak) "hwaaaaaa ini mah bener buangeeeetttt .. kadang sering abis tengah bulan heuheuheuehu"

Yg paling kuat ingatannya
1 O
2 AB
3 A
4 B "damn rite!!! My short term memory is far worse ..."

Yg paling gampang gendut
1 O (nafsu makan besar, makannya cepet lagi)
2 B (makannya lama, nambah terus, dan lagi suka makanan enak) "used to be .. tapi skaraaaang susah genduuuuuttt lagiii ... kerempeng niiii!!!" *sesegukan*
3 A (hanya makan apa yg ada di piring, terpengaruh program diet) "ga banget ya yang ... xixixi ... apa aja embaaaaattt"
4 AB (Makan tergantung mood, mudah kena anoressia)

Apa yg dibuat pada acara makan2 di sebuah pesta :
O (banyak ngambil protein hewani, pokoknya daging2an)
A (ngambil yg berimbang. 4 sehat 5 sempurna)
B (suka ambil makanan yg banyak kandungan airnya spt soup, soto, bakso dsb)
AB (hobby mencicipi semua masakan, "aji mumpung") "in other words ... MARUK ah!!"

Yg tidurnya paling nyenyak dan susah dibangunin :
1 B (tetap mendengkur meski ada Tsunami) "CATET : DAMN TRUE 100%"
2 AB (jika lagi mood, sleeping is everything)
3 A (tidur harus 8 jam sehari, sesuai hukum)
4 O (baru tidur kalau benar2 capek dan membutuhkan)

Yg paling cepet tertidur
1 B (paling mudah ngantuk, bahkan sambil berdiripun bisa tertidur) "hikkkssss gue bangeeeeeetttt"
2 O (Kalau lagi capek dan gak ada kerjaan mudah ken ngantuk)
3 AB (tergantung kehendak)
4 A (tergantung aturan dan orario)

In other words : gue tuwww gak bisa liat yang empuk2 dikit .. langsung nyender trus zZzZzZZZ ... kek punggung juju sluuurrrrppp ... ga bisa nabung en PELUPAAA abessss ....

Monday, January 16

ViRgiNiTy

Old story talking about virginity ...

I mean ... I just read about this in one of blog (here) read it first!!It fun though!
so shallow that a man would want his wife to be virgin ...
But himself ?? used to play around and F**in gurls around too ... (Sorry if I used this word ..)
So it's a damn right title that he put there (Perawan My ass)

I used to think that it's not fair for a women to be questioned about this
meanwhile ... boys don't have any sign if he already lost his virginity.
Then he could be lie about this and we didn't have anything to prove that he is lying ....
Unfair too ... if one man want his wife to be virgin while he was a player back then!!
I think it's so naive if you just see a women base on her virginity ...

Friday, January 13

sebaaaaallll

Aku sebaaaaaLLLL
This morning ada banyak orang berkerumun di mading kantorku ...
(kebanyakan kelompok pentri = penghuni-pentri-belakang-yang-suka-merokok)
salah satunya memanggilku "sop ... sini deh baca"
dan tulisan itu terpampang manis .... it said
"LARANGAN MEROKOK DI GEDUNG ME**** J*******K"
kwaaaakkk kwaaaaauuuu ....
"semprul!!" batin gue ...
masa mau ngerokok barang sebatang doang musti turun ke futcort siy??
Plis deh ....
SebaaaaaaaaaaaLLLL

*SophieYangLagiSebelKarenaSenasibMaJJ*
huiks

Wednesday, January 11

The purpose of life is a life of purpose

Life is really unfair ...
All of a sudden someone who's start to raise up
have to abdicate his throne just because
he something happen which is beyond his will

sometimes something bad happen to good people
s**t happens sometimes friend!
But you have to be strong ...
It's just God's way to remind you that
He really loves you ...
in His own way
Maybe He wants you
Not to get lost

I always believe that something happens
for a reason
And you have to find that reason
instead of cursing it ..
or having desperation feeling

It does sounds unfair
That's life
Myself .. never stop wonder why
bad people live their live sooo DAMN long
while the good ones
Die young ..
That's His secret and that's His PREROGATIVE right
He owns our life, right?
We have no choice but to follow..