Tuesday, January 4

NeW Year and AccidEnTaLLy CheMistrY


NEVER BEEN EASY, IF…

It’s never been easy whether you have a disaster or a joy
If you don’t decide from which side you’ll see

It’s never been easy to love or to hate
If you don’t learn how this feelings grows

It’s never been easy to trust or not to trust
If you don’t recognize the people around

It’s never been easy to be happy or sad
If you don’t give your self a chance to show it

It’s never been easy to be brave or to be coward
If you don’t know the difference in between

It’s never been easy to help or not to help
If you don’t think how its going to make a change

It’s never been easy to be angry or to be patience
If you don’t draw the limitation lines

It’s never been easy to say or not to say
If you don’t take the responsibilities that goes with your words

It’s never been easy, to laugh or to cry
If you don’t realize when the proper time to do

It’s never been easy to condolence or to celebrate
If you can’t see the worth of a tears and a smile

It’s never been easy to praying or
partying
If you can’t feel what a heart are for
On the 1st day on January 2005,
even i didn't have a very crazy party at new year's eve
but i did feel something when finally i reached 2005
Feeling so grateful that i still can breathe
i still can work
i still can eat my lunch and dinner
Still can play around and fool around
And i also can feel this ACCIDENTALLY CHEMISTRY ...
Why do i have to tell this is accientally?
Because i didn't have any intention to have that chemistry ...
Just like an accident
Struck my head and my heart with that ...
i still do the best i can to avoid this
Cos i really love my single life
The time i ignore all that feeling and don't care bout anybody ..
It's all about Me, Myself and I ..

The thing is
i start to get used with his presence around me
Get used with him fulfilling my day =))
Nice but really scary ...
Wish you all enjoy every single day in the upcoming year
Coz i wish that too .. and i'm going to enjoy it as best as i could!!!
Wish for 2005 :
1. Get a new job in HR field and (of course) with better salary for God sake!!
+ Have been sick with my current job .. I do like the sweet revenge. Leave immediately without telling the replacement how to do the job properly ... wahahahahah ..
2. Have someone who can be best friend, brother, lover and father. All in one package!!
+ameeeennn ...
3. Love myself more and more (same to you Hen!!)
+ Means quit doing something that harm yourself. Your health an your heart =))
4. Having fun with my life and with the unusual way ...
+ Try bungee, rafting and doing dangerous sports ... Love it!!
5. Make the people that i love happy especially my family ..
+ Sorry for the trouble that i have caused last year. Should have listen to you .... DAMMIT!!

1 Comments:

At 4:31 PM, Blogger nk said...

sama kaya gretan : ameeen untuk all ur wish shop,
dan emang scary, to have an accidentall chemistry, yang tau-tau bikin ga bisa bernapas.. :P
salam kenal dari dedaunanijo :)

 

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