Sorry ...
Sorry that latelyI have so much thoughts inside my head
SOmetimes I felt that I should
keep everybody happy
Many times I did the job
that I'm not even related with ...
Once I always try
pleased someone I close with
(especially boyfriends)
Altough I'm mad at him
I keep on saying ...
"It's alright .. I'm not angry"
(But inside I was furious at him ..)
Or
"Yeah you're absolutely right ... It's my faults indeed"
(pretending that he have no scar at all ... Get real!!)
Even with my best friends
I did that just because
I don't want to have fight with them
Don't want to have different opinion ...
Then I realized that ..
It's not about that!!
Difference is good ...
Fight is good ..
Just a process of maturity ..
Then I learned how to say "No"
Eventough that sometimes I can not say it
Because I don't wanna disappoint people around me
Or I don't want them to think that
I'm incompetence ..
Sometimes I just too hard on myself
Need to learn how to love myself
By saying "No"
posted by SopHie @ 12/09/2005 11:56:00 AM
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